Ends with a love.

Leaving together,

2010-03-24T02:26:00.005+08:00

Baby's flying to thailand on thursday & we're meeting almost everyday since his attachment ends.

Felt like he's going off tomorrow cos he'll be staying at his friend's place, & i've got chalet tomorrow.

Been arguing with him past few days because of stupid stuffs also, help him print things also scold me. This morning he was the one who's late yet i was the one who kena scolded for nothing. =.=

Drama again, plus a whole lot of tears, then talk things out as usual.

Always the same thing happening whenever we quarreled.

I should feel happy for him since he finish his attachment & going thailand to enjoy with his friends,

yut i dont even felt happy at all..

Truth is i wont know what he'll be doing over there.

I trusted him but the feeling of worriedness is still there. Plus right now god knows if thailand is safe, if you people read the news.

I wanted him to be happy & do the things he wanted, yet i felt like im a bad girlfriend for not allowing him to go in the first place. =(

Why do i keep thinking that he's leaving tomorrow? =.=

I really hope days would pass fast cos i really felt empty without him around.

2010-03-24T02:02:00.004+08:00

At the airport with nurul a week back, very randomly just gave the idea of going there.

The day where it was nurul's first time having popeye's, the day where we saw many pretty SIA's, also a "pilot" who lost his way inside the airport. hahaha, & also need to thanks her for helping took lots of "IC picture" that day. It's so difficult to take a nice one!

Anyway we made a pact to go somewhere together one day. (:

Then i met yiling after like 1 year plus?

Hahaha damn long ago the last time we met.

About all my job interviews, i finally went to a confirm interview just now, still got round 2 interview with the management head. First interview was at the place itself. Dead quiet inside, but the pay not too bad for me, plus 2 off days per week.

Went for another interview days back for this company. The interviewer was a damn straightforward person i must say.

That interview was a very strict one & lasted for about an hour. & the lady sort of demoralize me by saying that i wasnt "good-looking" enough. I almost thought i wont be able to make it cos i answered her questions really horribly. Even basic questions like "Why should we hire you", "Why do you think you are suitable for this line", I wasnt even prepared for it.

But the lady passed me & arranged a second interview. (I dont know why all my job interviews consists of round 1, round 2 & round 3, zzzz)

Round 1 with recruitment head, round 2 was management head & round 3 is dont know what.

Then, i backed out the second interview the next day. =.=

Decided not to work for them cos it dont really suits me anyway.

You have to be good-looking" enough, must have nice figure.

I felt like im going for an air stewardess interview =.=

Damn stressful while interviewing & i totally cant relax myself untill she almost finishes the interview. Cos she crack up a joke which i forget what was it.

2010-03-13T01:14:00.005+08:00

Im officially out of my ite life now.

ok maybe not really official but still we need not go back school anymore till graduation day!

Can't believe these 2 years passed so quickly.

Even though ite does not holds as much memories as in secondary school life, im still glad i had some good friends staying with me throughout these 2 years. (:

I dont think i'll even miss this school after i graduate. Lol. I'll miss my girls but not the school i guess.

Some shots taken during class photo taking day. still hasnt got the copy yet.

Took jump shots after our class photo was taken & the shots turned out funny!

all of us jumped at different timing & it was so unglamour.

hahahaa

The day when we went to dine at Mad jack,

Goodbye, ite macpherson.

2010-02-21T02:11:00.001+08:00

Happy anniversary once again baby

Can't wait for our 2 years. ♡

2010-02-09T02:15:00.010+08:00

Birthday celebration.

Last friday, me & ite mates also celebrated juhari's 19th bday at umaira's place. We bought him gift & susprised him with a cake when he reached the house. His expression, shocked & he went to hide behind the door? haha

Got some pics but i dont have it. they captured some of the funny moment while we watched a rented ghost movie. Watched it online before already. but nevermind, watch again. at least i knew how the ghost looks like & when it'll appear.

Played 5-star, truth or dare. Luckily i only kena once a dare. I rather get truth lor. hahah

Celebrated both of my darlings birthday yesterday. The small cake above was a last minute decision to get it since the next day which is 8feb, was the actual day for siti. Nurul's big day was last week 3rd feb.

I brought them out that day & i didnt tell where're we heading to. A susprise meant for them. so funny how they were guessing places like town, & nurul so confidently said it's far east 5th floor where we always dine at. Siti then guessed somewhere around doby ghoat. Haha, all wrong.

It's marina's pizzahut. I thought of bringing them to popeye's cos they didnt tried before. but weekend, confirm crowded so nevermind. We ordered the large one & i thought i couldnt finish it but we did. (:

While we were walking around nurul & me decided to get a small cake for siti to susprised her. Just like what they did on my last year's birthday. hahaha

But i think susprising siti was more harder. Nurul had to lied she's got tummyache & go to the toilet where she actually went back downstairs to get the cake. Damn funny how we hide the cake from siti, plus i accidently open nurul's bag to take my camera, & siti saw the plastic box inside. Me & nurul was like controlling our laughter, hiding the bag away from siti.

So i drag siti further away to take pics while nurul prepare the cake.

& the most funniest part, siti wanted to get her phone so she RAN back.

HAHAHA

nurul then grab her body to stop her from running, damn funny i swear!

From then onwards we kept laughing & siti kinda knew it already. So we just lit the candle infront of her.

Look how nurul bullied us while taking picture

Very heavy ok your leg. hahaha

Awesome night, hope you like the cake ok, though it's one small cake.

I wanted to upload the vids we took, quite a number of them but it's quite funny so i guess not uploading them would be better. haha

2010-01-27T23:13:00.008+08:00

Recently, completed our final year project like finally. We've been working on it since 3 months ago which is last year still.Once we submitted everything then no need to come for that particular lesson already. haha

Cant't wait to graduate from ite, seriously.

From the start, i've got completely no interest to this course AT ALL. But still, 2 years just passed so fast like that, & in a blink of eye, i'll no longer be studying in ite.

Baby's left hand is recovering & he's resuming work tomorrow.

which means, i can no longer see him everyday like what i did the past few days. :(

So, back to basic when i could only meet him once a week.

sigh

I really wish i can spend my time everyday with him, honestly i envy those girls alot where they could meet their bf anytime they wanted to.

Just helped him with a major stuff, & sad to say, there'll be more problems for us in the future.

& baby, you need not felt sorry towards me, im your girlfriend, & of cos i should help you isnt it?

I dont wanna see you being so stress everyday, & have to still think about how to solve your problems. i just want you to be happy, thats all. ♥

Just accompanied him to vivo to do his porting stuffs. & my phone just had to died on me when i reached there.

I swear im like so worried he didnt come, or meet me at the wrong place since i couldnt contact him. Luckily he came & im so damn relieved even though he was very late again!

Can't wait for friday & weekends.

Untitled,

2010-01-25T01:10:00.003+08:00

Misunderstanding cleared. (:

Indulge in reminiscence,

2010-01-23T02:21:00.004+08:00

Enjoyable night with my ladies ♥

I realized everytime we meet, we'd to pushed the time back further & further. haha

Only met nurul at town cos of her project stuffs & she tried to find us around at far east.

Reach already bluff us say not yet reached & went around trying to search where we are.

Too bad never find. hahaha

Then the 3 of us went to get our stuffs altered while waiting for nurul.

Had this dress which has an u-shape length & i find it kinda weird, so went to make it's length straight instead.

Ate at our usual makan place again.

Tryng to stop them from doing the same pose again. HAHA

got some funny shots of nurul sabo-ing me & estee by carrying us up.

Nurul & siti then left so accompanied estee to the ntuc to buy her picnic stuffs.

I didnt even know ntuc close at this timing & we thought it was earlier. haha

We were the last customer & the staff was like hurrying us to the cashier.

Overall, an awesome day with the 3 ladies. & nurul actually belived that john (estee's friend) & stewie (nurul's ang moh friend) were brothers!

hahahahaha (inside jokes)

On a side note,

2010-01-21T01:19:00.005+08:00

Actually, i wanna upload the videos of nurul & sit singing + dancing but i think not.

this 2 cheeky girls use my phone & video themselves when im away. haha

so better not post it up 'cos its kinda funny.

Gonna blog a new entry after this one. (:

Another chapter,

2010-01-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

Simple yet full of love. ♥

New year resolutions,

2010-01-04T00:46:00.015+08:00

The title says it all

1) Do well for this semester's exam. final term already & i dont wanna graduate with lousy results.

2) Stop being jealous about other people's relationship.

3) Go get a PT job. I've been saying i wanna work, but a job wont come to me unless i go & look for it.

4) Stop buying stuffs online. 'Cos i always wont wear them. either too small or just dont look good on me.

5) Start going to the gym. hasnt been exercising for the past one year

6) Shed some weight. had been 50 ever since sec 4.

7) Stop being so petty.

8) Treat my friends better, & give in more.

9) Be more patience with my bf. i admit im not a least bit patience & get irritated easily. :(

10) Helped baby quit smoking. Almost make it, but still i told him to go ahead & buy a new pack in the end.

11) Cut down on shopping. dont buy stuffs on impulse.

Thats all i could think of for now, but i still think i wont be able to keep it for some

Start of 2010,

2010-01-03T14:19:00.014+08:00

Decide to countdown this year at vivo,

Crowded but not as horrible compared to cityhall.

still remembered how me & nurul were squashed by bangalas at last year's

The one at vivo was channel 8's one, which i dont know untill we reached there.

around 7 or 8pm people started to chop places & sit down already

Stuffs i bought for them.

We only can see the performances from the big screen.

thank god it didnt rained cos its kind of drizzling halfway throughout the performance

Cant really see the fireworks here.

should've listen to them instead, to hurried down to cityhall instead

Had supper at Mac's.

Dragging siti to take the escalator so nurul will continue walking alone.

hahaha

Had a great day with both of them, love them both alot, as well as the people around me.

hope 2010 would be a blessed year ahead,

♥♥

Holiday,

2010-01-02T00:38:00.008+08:00

KL Trip.

which is like 2 weeks ago

View from our room 23rd floor

this hotel is one of the best i've been to,

the doorman & staffs are all damn friendly. & i dont know why they have like 5-6 doorman which is like quite rare?

Roam around 1hour, came out with only one pair of earrings.

i was expecting alot of good stuffs but dont have.

Bigger version of our Paragon.

Guess who came?

the guy who had so many fans, jay chou

they were promoting the new movie & heard from the people over there, that the next day he went off to s'pore already.

Quite blur cos its taken from 3rd floor & zoomed to the max.

not a fan of him & i dont feel like staying there to watch him cos its super pack with people,

then my mum kept asking me to take pics of him.

Speaking about jay chou i just watched treasure hunter yesterday.

quite ok but not as good as bodyguard assassins. haha

the small pool at the hotel which i didnt went inside

nothing much about it 'cos everyday was just shopping, & eating good food.

even better was stores like face shop, diva, etc was much cheaper than here in sg

haha

but still didnt manage to brought back much stuffs

Cant remembered which day, its after i came back from kl,

met ite gfs & went to,

Then went off to bowling at west coast,

1st time in my life i played this

in the past nurul always asked me to go & i didnt want to. hahaha

during the first round my ball kept going to the side & scored zero all the way, haha damn lousy

& 2nd, 3rd round starting to get abit better

Tried to take jumpshots but FAIL.

hahahah some shots are even funnier which i didnt upload here

Some proper ones :

2009-12-26T02:00:00.008+08:00

Nothing could describe how i felt when i went to see you this morning.

im sorry for not being there with you for those few days

you dont know how much i wanted to come back when i received the message from your brother,

how worried i was.

It shocked me to see you this way, all speechless, & just sat down crying.

but baby, it breaks my heart seeing you in pain yet i couldnt do anything to help you

For the whole day, i dont see you smiling at all. i know you're fustrated with yourself but i feel sad when i see you this way

please recover well soon, i really miss the times when you were well

='(

Meaning of true love,

2009-12-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

Few days ago at Vivo, & we dined at Barcelos.

not bad but i dont really feel full after finishing my 3 piece chicken plus fries

shima's one & umairas

Slacked at hendersons wave after deciding a long time where to go.

we walked the longer bridge compared to the one i went with nurul & siti the other time

walked & climbed so much untill my leg tired

Went to meet baby after his work ended,

even though we met for a short while that day i still remember how both of us enjoyed each other's accompany

all 'cos we didnt even quarrelled

thinking about it, we hasnt fight for any days already, which is something compared to the past.

where we fought like almost everyday..

Today.

My dearest cook for me doryfish which i liked it ever since he cooked that for me last year

he used a different kind of fish this time round & i forgot the name which he told me.

doesnt taste like doryfish,

but i still like it.

Before it was cooked.

Pasta he made for his dad & himself.

couldnt take a nicer pic 'cos i forgot to bring my cam along

baby reminded me to bring it just to take the process of making those dishes but still i forget to bring it.

use my lousy handphone camera which produce super white faces.

i already darkened those pics 'cos our face looked real white.

Thank you baby for the effort you put in to cook for me

& also causing you to wake up early just to marinate the fish

Love you baby, so much.

guess what? i totally forgot today's our anniversary untill i suddenly remembered at his place while we were talking about dates. ('cos im going off to KL on 21st, which is tomorrow)

no idea why i'd forgotten which normally i wont.

i told baby i forgot about this but nevermind he said.

he even told me its normal to forgot cos we've already been together for quite sometime

but its not normal to forget about your anniversary during 1st, 2nd or 3rd month.

hahaha

I guess im getting more & more forgetful

noticed how many "forget's" i've mentioned in this post..

Anyway, i've to sleep now cos i need to be awake at 5AM ~~tomorrow~~ later.

Cant wait to shop at their ultra big F21, cheap finds at the many malls,

& the delicious food over there.

♥♥

You'd never know,

2009-12-17T00:35:00.011+08:00

Just only got to know my dear nurul is going for a short trip tomorrow

such a last minute thing, our meetup today's also a last min thing.

the moment you come back on sunday, the following day i've to leave for KL already

haha if only your trip could be 1 week later, then we can go together

Life being me sucks

hasnt been really happy for the whole day.

lots of unhappy stuffs bottled up in my mind, i really wish i could just pour everything out =(

Xmas season,

2009-12-12T02:45:00.000+08:00

Taken some time back at clementi school, for the competition

Our 2.4 run, which caused me to have muscle ache for days.

look at everyone's with the same pose

Just got back from town after meeting my girls ♥

Was damn late & nurul had to wait for me & siti bout 1 hour.

sorry huh, caused you to walk around alone

all because of my dress' fault :(

estee & sha then came to look for us awhile

Outside 313 which i mistook it for orchard central.

I didnt even know that theres this mall , & i thought central is the newest mall in town

their F21 is like really big but its not yet open.

Ate the second time again at burger king's & we started talking about sec school days, all the funny moments since sec 1.

hahaha nurul mentioned i've called her 'fatty' in sec 1 cos we quarrelled,

which i really dont remember myself saying that. seriously!

i only remembered we fight in the playground & thats all

haha, those days

siti then susprised us with 3 gifts she brought from thailand & this is one of our souvenir

i gave her the doll to take a picture & she placed it inside both her pockets. hahahaha

the one with bangs is mine & the other with center parting is for nurul.

haha really reflects the both of us.

K, off to sleep already

♥♥

Hot pink,

2009-12-10T22:53:00.007+08:00

Feeling very lazy to update my blog.

im already sleepy by 9 or 10 if i've school & makes me even lazier to blog.

Save this post for days already & i hasnt post it out

Love this picture alot.
My cam died on me again for the 1000th time

hate this kind of camera. so troublesome

was at Imm with nurul few days ago after her lesson, & afterthat we went to a place which she hasnt been in quite some time, which is yewtee.

hahaha

Slacked under some blks before we go back.

Anyway our holidays is just next week but we still have to come back school on certain days

& we only left like 1 week plus of holiday

Sian.

Caught Mulan with baby & its damn nice to the max.

i didnt want to watch this at first cos its kind of lame & you already know whats the story all about.

thought of Ninja assassin but baby said Mulan's better so i went ahead with it.

damn touching towards the end & it made me almost cried. =.=

2009-12-05T00:30:00.038+08:00

Thanya's & umaira's birthday celebration @ sentosa

thank god we didnt had school on that day & thus the idea of celebrating here.

so me & shima came earlier to prepare all the gifts & stuffs, for the 2 birthday girls

the 2 huge boxes we made, its bigger than what i thought it'll be cos its not yet made when we bought them.

just because its too overly huge & we encounter some problems. LOL

Inside the box.

With rajen, thanya's good friend

Gifts opening time!

Dorothy.P dress for thanya. same as the one i've got in blue, haha

Diva accessories from me & shima.

MAC gloss & vintage bag

Nail plate set from thanya.

The card i made for thanya. super old pic, but i like.

i personally prefer the card i made for umaira cos the design is much simpler.

but i didnt have a picture of it. these 2 pics were taken from thanya

Guess where did i took the orange paper from? haha, im damn good at recycling.

Got sunburned badly & the skin still hasnt start to peel off.

by right it should isnt it? so many days already

& my left hand is like super red compared to the right side.

Anyway im glad that both of you like the gifts we bought & everything.

& i think that thanya's letter to umaira is so damn touching. haha

happy bday to both of your once again, :-*

i wish i could be slimmer like seriously.

i really envy girls who are slim cos you'll still look good in anything.

Reconciled,

2009-12-03T01:32:00.001+08:00

Sunshine after the rain.

Walking on a bridge,

2009-11-30T22:07:00.005+08:00

Someone wants to bring us to a secretive place but wouldnt say where.

so she gave some clue, its a park & theres a shopping mall nearby. & i strongly concluded that its gonna be botanic gardens. plaza sing is nearby what right?

then in the end we alighted at outram so the answer is quite obvious already. hahahaha

Walking up the hill

Its even more darker in real life as well as the picture, i brighten the pic like 2 or 3 times.

Took this using my phone 'cos my camera suddenly went out of battery.

cant really see anything at night

Walked to hort park afterthat which is just beside henderson

waited at interchange for nurul's 300 and me & siti's 302

felt so differently that we had to part at choachukang.

this week is such a relaxing week, we only have school on monday, which is today & on wed.

Just had napfa test in school this morning & the 7 rounds can really kill me.

i've stop jogging /running for a year plus and i've got muscle cramps on both my thighs now which hurts so much when im trying to bend down.

Blue black blue,

2009-11-23T21:03:00.044+08:00

16th,

2009-11-21T00:49:00.007+08:00

Didnt get to meet baby even thou today's our anniversary

he's so busy working especially its a friday.

Anyway was at clementi campus this afternoon for entrepeneur stuffs.

saw someone & someone wants to act dont know me. ha ha

dont usually have school on fridays so today felt quite differently

I think its the FIRST time we participate in an event after joining this cca for so long.

2nd year already & its like the 1st time we went for something.

the event was some online competition & the first prize was entitled $300. obviously we're not the one who won but still got consolation prize, hahaha

Anyway tonight my dear nurul would be sleeping at her new house already.

send her home & this time round would be really really the last time

we wont be meeting up at yewtee so much anymore i guess. though its only at choa chu kang, its no longer the 10minutes walk away from my place.

takecare ok.

Lastly, happy anniversary love. Thks for the stuffs you cooked me days ago,

my great chef

♡♡

2009-11-15T11:42:00.006+08:00

Just got back after having dinner with my two lovelies.

ate at the new shop at yewtee point & its quite cheap

i even thought it'll be rather expensive cos is not self service.

Cheer up ok siti everything would be fine

East coast with nurul & her mum's colleague on sat

its her mum's gathering & she asked nurul to bring me along

Anyway this girl is really heavy already

haha

i've muscle ache now cos i carried her in one hand

& i cant even hold her on for more than one minute

she refused to get down after nurul bluffed her there're sharks in the sea, Lol

Went to cycle untill my butt really hurts

i think its even much worse for nurul cos she had the baby chair with her sis sitting on it

hahaha

Tried to cycled with the baby chair & i cant even balance.

right infront somemore

& when we were riding back, her sis actually fell asleep in the bicycle & makes nurul hard to cycle

Then when we came back after the 2hours cycling some of them were already gone.

It seems like the time passes so fast & i dont feel like we did cycled for 2hours

And i really wanna thank nurul's mum for the treats at macs & west coast hawker

plus all the cab fares we travelled

i felt so paiseh cos i didnt paid for anything except the bikes we rent,

which is only 7bucks.

The other thing i dont get it, why is the one with baby chair cheaper than the normal ones?

isnt it supposed to be more ex. ahaha

Taste of perfection,

2009-11-08T23:36:00.012+08:00

Met estee at bugis cos she wanted to get shorts.

it was such a last minute thing & i already planned to fetch baby from work at late evening.

Received her message & since im free in the afternoon, so why not? haha

Ended up she bought dresses, belts, accessories & clothes for bf. theres somemore but i cant remember.

just tons of stuffs.

I came back empty handed. bought something which is 3bucks but that doesnt counts.

Aldo tried this khaki coloured dress & love it very much, but its so tight at the butt area

haha. hips is too big

people always dont believe im quite big size. thats why free-sizes apparels usually dont fits me.

Lol

anyway im glad i got to meet estee even though its for a short while

she said we hasnt gone out shopping just the 2 of us for long. which is true

Quite rushing as i've to go off to meet baby. & we went to have my favourite pastamania!

Im still waiting for baby to cook doryfish or risotto for me on his off day.

& i seriously love the risotto he cooked, so damn nice. hahaha

i wanted to watch my sister's keeper but its full-house.

whats left is only the first row & who would want that.

i guess by the time i want to watch this it'll be out of the theatre already

& at the same time, cant wait for 2012 to be out. (:

accompanied nurul to sgh on sunday

sorry k if i didnt want to come in cos i know both of your sure had lots of stuffs to talk about upon seeing each other. (:

Someone's latest new pose :

hahaha

Ate at novena after deciding for so long where to have our dinner.

wanted to share yong tau fu with nurul but she doesnt wants to. haha

Had a huge fight with baby again & we're back to normal already

why do we always have those never ending quarrellings

Horrors in the dark,

2009-11-02T23:05:00.008+08:00

Halloween at night safari last saturday.

I dont know why some people can say its so-so only, but to us its like so scary. LOL

before going i thought its just normal people acting as ghost & scaring people. then, its more than what i expected it to be. haha

Thumbs up to all the ghost.

we went there at 6plus & it started raining heavily!

its already raining when we met at cck & the queue for the is damn long so we just took cab.

kind of spoilt the mood when it rains

Trying to take a picture with the witch but it kept scaring nini. hahah

Train of terror,

There's one which is doing some sort of pole dancing in the tram! haha, cos she's swinging here & there

the tram is like rather frightening cos the ghost would come up to you or worse still, sit beside you.

umaira even said the other time she went the ghost wouldnt come up to the tram.

guess they're trying to make it more scarier on the last day which is halloween itself

I think this ghost looks so freaky..

we really had fun & so much screamings.

Some of the ghost even chased after us & we were like hiding at one corner!

actually you shouldnt be afraid when the ghost tries to scare you, cos if you are, it'll scare you more.

hahaha

Speechless,

2009-10-31T00:07:00.001+08:00

Presentation at ite tamp is done!

the teacher was so nice to us, she even prepared drinks, chairs & standby all the stuffs already

its as though all 4 of us were vip. hahaha

the whole class consist of all guys & no females at all

we then went over airport to have popeye's cos its so near tampiness.

love their mash potato so much.

On the other hand, cant wait for night safari tomorrow!

Thru all these years,

2009-10-29T22:33:00.022+08:00

1 week ago at nurul's place.

nurul dad was like showing me pics of baby nurul. haha

we took this picture with the lights off

The pink dress i bought for her. so glad it fits her!

Well, caught the show 'darah' which i wanted to long ago.

heard the story from siti & its gory but i didnt expected it to be so bloody disgusting

plus the whole theatre is only baby & i, with another group.

my dearest bought me lots of stuffs today, which is something so rarely of him to do so.

plus the susprise gift he brought for me. haha, thankyou so much baby ♡

i've got presentation with group at ite tamp tomorrow & im afraid i'll be nervous stuttering my speech away

gonna practice again now if not i dont know what to say. haha

Have to be up at freaking 5plus in the morning..

Animals, animals, animals

2009-10-24T21:23:00.029+08:00

Guess where me & my girls went to again?

For project purposes of cos. we're always having never ending assignments with the zoo. haha

then the guys just tag along for fun.

plus we had the ticket off at 50% (:

The blue sticker is some mosquito repellent thing to prevent them from stinging you

but it doesnt works for me,

i still went home with almost 8 bites in the end

Fed them for free. so cute

i look like i've got short hair here

A pic with shanker. most of the zookeepers dont even remembered us except for him.

hahaha

left the zoo at around 5plus & i went off to meet baby

wanted to watch darah but theres no more time slot

so dissapointed, i've been wanting to watch it since like last time

baby's place.

Cant wait for night safari halloween night next week

we're going there with discounted price again!

Wounds wont heal,

2009-10-18T02:26:00.017+08:00

School.

We all did our final year project on zoo as our topic again

not volunteering,

& its really much more difficult this time round..

Caught julie & julia and its a very boring show.

its a true based story on 2 people,

& the movie is so boring that we almost left the cinema halfway . haha, but its already nearing the ending so we just watched it throughout.

went to fetch baby aqilah together & played at the playground with her.

i always asked her "aqilah good girl or naughty girl" ?

she'll say good girl but then its the opposite.. haha

haha, this shot was totally not prepared.

see, nurul is such a pervert

dont know what picture is she taking. LOL

last night at baby's place.

we seldom meet up now cos of his attachment. but i love him still like before (=

I just came back from nurul's 'open house'.

lucky the dress i bought for aqilah fits her well. just nice!

had a hard time choosing the size cos i've no experience in buying young children's clothes, Lol

and those sizes are in not much difference

took thousand of pics & shall upload them here when i got them.

Once twice thrice,

2009-10-15T23:42:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i dont understand why people talk without giving a second thought about other people's feeling.

why do i even do nice stuffs for people yet they do not appreciate it?

i dont use hurtful words to my friends nor i lose temper easily towards them so i dont think why should i deserved it either.

Reluctantly reaching,

2009-10-12T00:37:00.006+08:00

Sentosa last friday with the both of them & was fun

we just sat at the beach with our food & talked throughout

then tried the cineblast ride, its like much more exciting than the other 4D one. haha

came back with 6 mosquito bites & it looks more like an insect bite now

i wonder was it even a mosquito or not

Just came home from baby's place & he made the effort to cook for me again.

more delicious than the previous time (=

then again, too much left & he went to give his friends

anyway we're back to normal already

Holidays are over.

totally dont feel like going school tomorrow!

Really really dislike waking up at 6am in the morning. Why must one month end so fast?

Devastating love,

2009-10-09T02:01:00.001+08:00

Met baby yesterday & we went to post office to collect my nail polishes

cant wait to see them & i opened the envelope on the spot.

The lady also included a free packet of swaroski crystals

but baby said its a fake one lol

the 3 colours i brought.

Went to town at night , ate at ion's foodcourt & we order lots of stuffs

damn delicious.

afterwards we even had my favourite ondeh-ondeh

walked around then all the shops are closing & its boring so we went back

should've gone out earlier lor.

meet up nurul for dinner & we shared a bowl of yong tau fu.

baby accompanied me to wait for her till she reaches.

Quarrelled again then he left me alone & went home =.=

been quarrelling with him like EVERY SINGLE DAY

totally made me no mood for anything

sigh

Highest point,

2009-10-05T01:56:00.001+08:00

Went to flyer with baby few days back.

Upload all the pics to my post on the day itself already, too lazy to continue blogging then publishing it out.

We went to the flyer once at night during our relationship at 2nd month or 3rd,

cant remember

so we decide to go again in the evening this time round.

I think i did blogged about it before with afew pics

This was the sky dining.

Boarded the capsule & its like quite alot of people.

dont remember having many people in one capsule during the 1st time

I still think the night view is better anyway.

head to haji lane cos i wanted to go to 'theblogshop'

its newly opened & i thought maybe i can find something nice

& guess what? it closes already when we reached. =.=

worse still its only 8plus or 9

in the end baby was the one who go for shopping~

& i really agreed with him, shopping at haji lane is so tiring. hahaa

climb here & there only..

yesterday at umaira's open house.

I just came back from citysquare (jb) with my mother & im quite dissapointed that i didnt get to go my gel extensions. i've never done them before fyi. so sad

Reason was they're full house & by appointments only

5bucks per nail is like damn cheap pls.

mum & i bought lots of stuffs anyway, i even bought a 3inch heels when i know i wont wear it out.

all because im so used to flats already

haha maybe i would if there're special events then.

Meeting baby tomorrow & he said he's gonna cook me risoto. i dont know if i spelled it right anot

cant wait to see hows it

Heartfelt, not.

2009-09-29T00:46:00.005+08:00

Caught phobia2 with shima & umaira on saturday & it was nice.

i like "backpackers" most cos it made my heart beat damn fast when the zombies were chasing after that lorry, haha

then the last one was so hilarious. hahah, what a way to end a movie

Sha invited us to her open house the next day, most of us were there & i hasnt met estee sha & yana for a long time

Took lots of photos with them but had not got them yet

I told nurul i love this pic of her.

dont like taking pics using my phone anyway, the flash always make my skin looked purely white when im so fair already,

& if i off the flash, the picture'll appear too blurish.

look at how great my 8megapixel is. =.=

Played hide & seek with aqilah and its really so funny.

she even tells nurul's dad that im her friend, hahaha

so adorable!

Love my new template very much by the way

Dining under the beautiful scenery

2009-09-26T02:20:00.005+08:00

Supposingly to meet all 'Jnytes' but the rest arent free so theres only,

3 of us.

Train was damn packed in the evening & i think we shouldnt go out at this timing.

missed afew trains cos its way too pack that we cant even go in

We waited for half an hour plus at starbucks for our dear nurul to finish work

cos we reached there much early when she said she'll end at 8.

sat down, & nurul gave us free drink again

caramel frap.

but i dont really like coffee base if you know me. Lol

haha i dont look like myself here

Anyway i wanna change to a new template soon, i've been using red theme of so many years already.

but i couldnt decide which out of 4 design i chose is nicer.

Hai im so damn fickle-minded. Buy clothes also like that, buy food also.

=.=

But those template cant be use on the old blogger & i dont like the new blogger

i cant even add my photos & twitter on the side bar to the new blogger template.

So troublesome

Watching phobia 2 tomorrow & i cant wait to see how scary it is. haha, nights all.

Hear me say things like that,

2009-09-19T00:26:00.001+08:00

BBDC yesterday to accompany nurul for enrollment. seems to be so fast like that.

i wanna learn driving but i feel im not ready yet. haha

even dad also tells me if i learn driving now confirm fail.

anyway damn funny. we'd nothing to do while waiting for the briefing to start & we went to look at the instructor's board where they had all the instuctor's pic.

& my dear girl immediately laugh out loud when she saw my father's picture

haha, cos she wanna search for it instead of me pointing it out HA HA.

& even more funnier is why are all the indians instrutor placed together in a group?

racist eh. haha

took neoprint cos its been damn long since we ever took them, so we take it for fun.

i take these pictures using my phone directly from the machine

so its like abit unclear

wanted to upload the neoprint both of took while in sec one but i think better not. haha

the machine jammed halfway while printing though

so they refund us with another take for the neoprint

& they took back our first printed picture

the first one's nice though.

anyway im going for a 3days trip to malaysia later on. (since its past twelve already)

didnt really felt like going there but its one of my cousin's wedding

supposing going off at 3plus later. but dad then says its better going abit later.

since i wont be around for the next few days

wanna wish baby our happy 14th anniversary,

Love you most.

♡

Untitled,

2009-09-14T02:10:00.000+08:00

Meeting baby tomorrow and he said he's gonna cook for me again!

Love him to bits. (=

Awaited,

2009-09-12T02:06:00.022+08:00

First time henna done by nurul, not bad huh, haha

i told her i want a simple one will do, & with my name on it

Our one & only exam is finally over and its holidays! for the whole one month.

first time in our ITE life we had hand written papers. All i hope is a pass for this module, though the paper was quite tough.

Wondering what can i do since i dont have job anymore. that shitty boss didnt even gave me a call when he said he's going to, when he had sort out the new task he's gonna give me.

Anyway, i dont care.

Love thanya's camera.

beauty shot! makes the face looks smooth haha

Watched blood ties just now with baby and you people should watch it.

i thought its a horror film at the first time watching the thriller, then its not. And the girl acting in this film was only 14. she looked way more older in the poster.

& the ending was so damn sad & touching

Lighter note,

2009-08-29T01:22:00.002+08:00

This hyperactive sis of nurul, seem to be growing each time i saw her,

& heavier also.

carried her not more than 10steps have to put her down already hahaha

and she laugh with her hands covering her mouth cos nurul taught her so

haha so cute.

not to mention my phone fell to the ground while taking self timer,

with my screen facing downwards.

bought it how long only and i make it fell so many times =.=

Exam coming soon & im so glad we submitted our project already!

going umaira's place to complete our report writing tomorrow,

nights all.

And i love you too baby :-*

It never would've happened,

2009-08-25T22:12:00.004+08:00

My phone didnt rang a word from you the whole day

you just went silence without telling me a single thing

thanks for slowly torturing me this way,

i dont even know what are we right now..

It remained,

2009-08-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

I cried because of you

I do all these stuffs because of you

since my voice is that irritating to you, i shan't looked for you anymore.

Hate me right? hate me for all you want if it makes you feel good.

I took the initiative to call you, where i told myself i will not do so untill you does,

yet you said i was the one who didnt call you the whole day.

what do you take me for?

dont want to call me just because of dont feel like talking to me?

Its not just 'dont feel like talking to me' i suppose.

This isnt working,.

its going down to the drain....

why must you keep hurting me time & time again?

If you were me,

2009-08-22T00:18:00.003+08:00

Thursday, the girls came over my place and we passed each other the bday gifts.

anyway, thanks for the gift & F21 voucher. haha

& they gave shima dorothy perkins' one. both of us were happy girls that day!

Rent a dvd called death bell & it was good. we just randomly picked some horror movie & chose this.

Abit gruesome though, killing disgustingly, but still not that bad. (:

rebonded my hair with shima last fri,

& i think i looked totally different. feel like im in sec 4 that time.

felt so weird without washing my hair if i bathe.

its as though i didnt bathe at all.

i remember in the past the most is i didnt wash my hair for only a day.

only 3hours plus this time round. last time was always 4 or 5 hours for me.

Went back umaira's place to continue our project afterthat.

& the video we filmed for our project was so funny la.

Imagine acting out different roles with your friends, example, mother & daughter,

obviously it'll be so funny that you'll laughed while filiming right?

lucky its completed aready.

next im gonna do extensions to make it longer & thicker.

yay

Meeting baby tomorrow. (:

To no end,

2009-08-12T21:35:00.005+08:00

One after another.

when im about to recovered already, another sickness comes again.

why like that???

I've been excited & looking forward to my birthday since weeks ago but not now anymore.

me & baby even planned where to eat already but i think i cant even go there now.

i wonder whats really wrong with me, never had been sick for such long period before

I guess i can just forget about celebrating my birthday tomorrow already.

Wonderful night,

2009-08-09T16:35:00.021+08:00

I feel so glad because my gastric didnt hurt for 2days already. yay

ever since like one week plus ago, EVERY SINGLE DAY would hurt at least one time cos of the stomach flu

Guess the n.u.h medicine especially the liquid one really helps la.

& i didnt mention the staffs at n.u.h made all the patients waited so long just for our turn.

& after our name is called, they practically put us into a small room individually with nothing inside but one table & a chair.

Nothing at all except four white walls plus the table & chair. And my very wonderful phone died on me because i didnt charge since the day before so i just had to stared into space for 2hours inside.

can really die for god's sake.

at the end of the day, the charges is madly expensive when the doctor merely said anything to me. =.=

supposed to take some blood test because my clinic is closing as its already night time,

so my doctor referred me here

& when i reached there the doctor said "no need take test cos you dont have fever."

-.- waste my father and my time.

after resting for 3 consecutive days at home, finally let myself had some fresh air outside.

No one would believed if i said that i was so sick that my gastric hurt so badly that i cant even walked properly at home.

met the girls at our same old place & head to town,

so long didnt went there already untill i dont even know it kind of changes.

look at nurul carrying all our shopping bags.

Anyway thankyou two darlings for susprising me with the cake you guys bought,

even though my birthday is like 5days away still.

i swear i really believed when nurul came back with a box saying it was kueh for her mother.

you always like to buy kueh for your mum wad right nurul? hahaha

even at yewtee also can buy kuehs.

both of them behave to sneakily when we were at cine. Lol

♥ ♥

Both of them took my phone & drew this

i wanted to see & they dont let me to, insisitng i can only see when they're done.

haha, i see already can know which one is drawn by who lor. hahaha

& shima drew this in class sometime back. obviously the middle one is me. hhaha

Sick

2009-07-29T22:38:00.006+08:00

Terrible incident this morning..

wished it'll never happened to me again.

Full of love,

2009-07-26T01:50:00.043+08:00

Sentosa last saturday with baby for our belated first anni,

we took the cablecar like finally after so long~

chose the glass cabin instead of the normal ones, which i thought it'll be totally clear view at the bottom.

end up like no difference from the normal one,

waste my money only.

finally someone agree to take picture with me.

saw the whole view of the building process

its real huge.

underwater world (:

hasnt been there for more than 10years & i've always wanting to go there.

this is damn big if you see it in real life.

pretty fishes.

inside the tunnel. its so crowded here and some stupid people kept pushing & stepping on me. -.-

played this game called desperados which is new i guess.

damn lame i tell you. all we do is just shoot the spots & the horse we were sitting on just kept moving.

haha but very funny.

baby won 1st & i got 2nd . so they 'awarded' us with this gold & sliver sticker.

thats why i say its very lame. but nevermind lah. hahaha

going back habourfront at night

our cheat money glass cabin.

What am i to do

2009-07-23T23:54:00.008+08:00

dream of every girl's room, these fortunate paris' dogs had better lifes than humans.

dont you agree?

Anew

2009-07-23T23:33:00.004+08:00

Fianlly done with the comment thing, took damn long to find where the code is

so if you need me to relink you or anything to say pls comment at end of each post.

Edited.

2009-07-20T00:40:00.010+08:00

(Click to enlarge)

Happy first anniversary my dear,

so glad we'd actually come this far despite so many unhappy stuffs that had happened.

thankyou for being able to meet me today even though we dont plan to celebrate it this day.

baby, i know you've been tolerating me for so long, like what you said the other time, but i know im not perfect, not the kind of your desired girlfriend, but i'll try to give in as much i could. Thankyou for always giving in to me even things're not your fault. Thankyou for the countless of times you've been making me happy after a fight. I know sometimes i really hate what you'd did to me but, you are still the best.

i've got so many stuffs to said to you now but i dont know how to expressed it.

you've already meant the world to me & never would i wished to lose you. in simple form, i cannot live without you. i know its kind of stupid, but its true.

Nothing is forever, so i just want to love you with all i can, till the end.

Dearest,

2009-06-05T23:52:00.004+08:00

I wont do anything that'll made you upset anymore.

i'll listen to whatever you say from now onwards.

The last beginning,

2009-06-02T22:33:00.020+08:00

virgin trip to night safari with the girls last week.

i've been inside night safari, just to take the lunch when im working in the zoo last time.

but as in toured around, its not counted right? haha

i think we should considered lucky enough, just because of the affiliates around,

we always get free stuffs.

this time we got in night safari for less than half the price plus the tram ride for free.

still, its not as boring as what i thought.

people always tells me that this place is very boring & had no stuffs to see.

the starting of the show makes us so scared of something's gonna popped out from any-where. we were sitted like right at the very front.

night at the museum II with baby last saturday

funny movie.

the cinema is so very damn crowded

you even have to queue up & wait quite some time before going in

we were laughing when the camera captured it

our faces too funny already so i mosaic it.

hahahaha

Untitled

2009-05-19T23:50:00.005+08:00

So much for waiting for you just to gave me one phone call.

THANKS OK, THKS FOR MAKING FEEL LIKE ONE PATHETIC DUMB IDIOT.

1 year old,

2009-05-17T21:45:00.020+08:00

Baby danish 1st birthday last saturday

we had a long long walk before we reached the chalet

he's getting more & more adorable like that. hahaha

he loves cameras, i think.

Untitled

2009-05-16T14:06:00.007+08:00

A super active sis of nurul.

A love, a guilt

2009-05-10T02:29:00.006+08:00

Today, you made me realised how actually im tearing this relationship apart.

i often blamed you for not caring enough for me, blaming you this & that. without even knowing i overlooked your good points for so many months. when im pissed off bcos of you, all i think about was your bad points, how bad you treated me, without knowing im the one who started all of these that caused you to be this way. I blamed you for all my tears, without knowing im the one who resulted in it. maybe i just felt insecure & felt so unsure of your feelings towards me so i tend to think alot. yes, i got fed up easily towards you without thinking whats wrong in the first place. its always been this way & all the quarrellings would followed. i'll never be that petty towards my friends, i can tolerate how nasty a friend does to me. but towards you, i just cant.

Im sorry love, for being such an unreasonable to force you to meet me even you're so busy with your school stuffs. i already knew that you are so tired, yet i still forced you to go out with me without even thinking of your feelings. thinking about it, i shouldnt even demand for more. i should had been glad you're still by my side. i always thought you didnt cared for me. but you already did.

i can be the most childish person on earth & said nasty stuffs to you, but at the end of the day, i actually dont mean what i've said. baby, thanks for being patience with me & sorry for all my wrongdoings.

Tells the tale,

2009-05-09T12:52:00.009+08:00

went to this peranakan museum on thurs with the girls

we first went to the other museum ms chen told us to,

turns out the place dont seem like how we thought it'll be.

its so empty & small.

its just beside this nyonya museum.

we were not allow to on the flash so that explains the blur pics

spend money on clothes again.

someone pls tell me how to save money?

you ought to know i'll always love you.

Untitled

2009-05-04T23:01:00.003+08:00

i was hoping you would said something better so at least i wont feel that miserable.

disappointment.

disappointment is what i can say.

18th party,

2009-05-02T15:05:00.019+08:00

Julie's birthday.

so long since i last saw her.

i think it was a year ago

& this girl's bday is always so grand. haha

me & nurul reached super early

like 5plus when it started at 7

food was okay

i took many stuffs but didnt finished them up.

bday girl had her big ice cream cake cut.

and we thought we could have those, but not. ha

Roadshow,

2009-05-01T00:22:00.005+08:00

Our exhibition.

actual day was 28 april

i was just too tired to blog.

Finally its all over. (: luckily everything went fine

our booth.

i got home & found out i was running high fever.

felt sickish the whole day

& the np talk was really boring max.

we went there for a talk & got ourself participating in some competition. -.-

Erased,

2009-04-20T23:48:00.003+08:00

sick of all this.

can there be just one day where we never quarrelled?

how many times do you want me to forgive & forget?

not to mention today is our monthsary -.-

Singing along,

2009-04-19T01:41:00.005+08:00

playing with a kid is actually very tiring lor.

but still damn cute

dinner with nurul just now at yewtee point

and last minute went to her place.

i took pic with aqilah but its with nurul. haha

went home & dontknow why this girl kept telling me dont walk under the blocks.

met estee yesterday

she accompanied me worked at suntec.

we walked so much & got so little contacts only

so hard to acheived whats suppose to be done sigh

Happiness reborned,

2009-04-02T00:22:00.002+08:00

one more day baby (:

Never endings,

2009-03-30T00:15:00.010+08:00

meet up with the 4 girls yesterday
day spent was fun, & laughters as usual. haha
walked over to esplanade from bugis
for the earth hour event.
lights out around the world.
the pathway along are not that dark though they turned off the lights
took lots of pics
blog again when nurul send me the rest of it.

when are you gonna send me part 4 & part 5? Lol

come back soon baby =(

So much of missing,

2009-03-25T01:31:00.004+08:00

Hate the fact you have to be away sigh.

i hope these nine days passed by quick

My, one & only

2009-03-21T01:47:00.006+08:00

Time heals & makes us forget,

but what we shared will never be erased.

Happy 8th months, my dear

little india,

2009-03-15T00:41:00.004+08:00

woke up very early in the morning despite the tiredness

to meet baby

accompanied him to do some stuffs

he has been treating me better this few days

haha, i dont know why hmm

felt quite sad when we went central & saw Elisia closed down, Lol

met nurul yesterday

i cant believed we walked that far, & to somewhere p.i.e

somehow we couldnt went to balestier that this girl wanted to bring me. haha

from little india walked to bugis

okay, i didnt know it was quite near

hahaha

i need to save money

and i really need to save money already

i dont know how did i spent 1kplus in just a month..

Goes with it,

2009-03-13T00:38:00.011+08:00

Exams are so finally over. yay

can enjoy our one month holiday already

after exam we went to watched coming soon

its really, really scary i tell you.

i think 4bia & shutter isnt that scary compared to this

makes you feel like the theatre you're in is haunted.

untill now the ghost face keeps appearing in my mind

-.-

changed in a minute,

2009-03-01T19:17:00.015+08:00

novena on friday & looked for nurul after her closing at starbucks.

i still thought the 50percent is for everyone. LOL

ate at forks&spoon again, & sat at outside.

supposingly taking cablecar to sentosa yesterday

the heavy rain spoilt everything.

ended up me & baby went shopping around.

went in sentosa at night by monorail.

we went in just to play this 4D magic show which i wanted to try long ago. haha
the thing looks damn real from the screen.

tried the skyride cos baby said he didnt tried before.

& someone is so scared of heights~

hahaha

started raining again while we were walking halfway.

had fun together =D

i cant wait for exams to be over & holidays

anyway i've quitted my 11 months job at Elisia already

boss chose to close down business and not open anymore.

im super free on weekends now

i dont know if should i get a new job

dont felt like it cos im kinda lazy.

marks the bond in us,

2009-02-25T23:38:00.003+08:00

i just lost my most precious thing

it happened so fast & suddenly, and there it fells to th hole of th water pipe

hai,

how clumsy, careless i am.

how i wish so much to just open th damn thing out & search for it..

When love is all around,

2009-02-23T23:10:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday my dearest!

thankyou baby for choosing to spend this day with me,

even its just a simple dinner.

haha, i made him feel like one king today.

♥

Only you can changed it

2009-02-22T02:40:00.007+08:00

Im happy because baby treated me for dinner.

Im happy cos he bought me stuff.

Im even happier he accompanied me home though he's tired to the core as what he says.

Im much happier he makes me laugh even he's tired.

HA HAHA. love you much.

You.

2009-02-20T01:23:00.005+08:00

so i asked you, did you guys asked us along when you people went that time?

plainly forgotten about us.

or maybe we didnt met for long,

which caused us drifting much futher apart.

and who says i wont replied to your messages. I will.

somehow, i kind of miss those times we used to be closed

& never would i wanna lose you as a friend.

and yes, you were a good friend to me too.

those times we had dont erased off in my mind so easily.

Ease the pain in me

2009-02-11T22:53:00.002+08:00

I walked home alone again, as usual.

you, would forever wont accompanied me home.

I gave you one last chance.

along the walked

2009-02-08T02:27:00.018+08:00

Its after 12 already, happy birthday my girl

both of them are like 18 already,
i still had a longgg way to go.

i look kind of weird letting my hair down.

i have those very-very black kind of hair. i've been tieing my hair up ever since th haircut.

anyway, we went haji lane & walked around

i didnt know there were nice boutiques there actually.
my camera is having problems again. so i didnt used mine for th whole day.

all those few pics dissappeared inside th memory card somehow.

i think i wanna get a new cam of mine.

th happy girl with full of chocolates.

hahaha

i need to study soon for my presentation on monday

hope it'll go smoothly.

when would the day?

2009-01-26T01:26:00.008+08:00

i dont feel happy.

i feel like tearing,

if you could understand this pain.

Give me all

2009-01-22T23:15:00.003+08:00

failure failure, what i am.

Kills.

2009-01-18T01:39:00.002+08:00

Its so hard to even get just a lil of your time

....

windy windy

2009-01-11T02:23:00.002+08:00

satting down at the top of the rocks, by the sea

eating our chicken rice & candy floss treated by nurul

for so many years,

i think its the first time we cycled together.

hahaha

we took many photos almost a hundred

so we went to town from east coast

was fun x1000000

love them much

anyway, watched ponyo on thursday

we had nothing to watch so made our mind on this.

and the ponyo is so cute

but baby says its lame & boring so he just slept halfway.

Felt it inside

2009-01-09T00:50:00.010+08:00

Just received all these from nurul

i said i was fine but wasnt at all

Tell me how not to feel hurt ..

Would someone let th one you love felt unloved & upset all th time?

a new chapter

2009-01-01T23:48:00.004+08:00

Happy new year'09

nurul came over clarkequay after i end work

seriously pack with lots of people at cityhall

after awhile, we walked to marina from where we are just because of having th tomyum there. haha

even th foodfourt is damn packed

ate alot yesterday, like 4 meals

my camera died on me just as i was to take th fireworks.

waiting for nurul to send me th pictures & video i took. haa

those fireworks are like so near to us where we were standing.

th entire 2008 wasnt really a happy one

Blessed 2009.

over those times

2008-12-28T22:16:00.007+08:00

I met

for 2 consecutive days after we both ended work.

haha so i went over to find her

now then i knew its actually quite fast to train over.

thkzz for always sharing those starbucks cakes you took back home

and i just tasted th oreo one today hahaha. nice.

& also, thks baby for th new guess wallet. haha

even though its not th design i wanted so its okayy.

Zoo

2008-12-24T12:35:00.025+08:00

A week in zoo had finally ended

in fact, we came back on sunday where it suppose to end th day before

was tiring for th long stretch of work

had a hard time taking all th rabbits out

especially from inside th cage to groom all of them

they keep running all around afraid i would harm them or something

at th end of th day,

marks of scratches were on my hand

learnt lots of new stuff which i've never done before

saskia feeding th crocodile behind

gibbon island, rainforest kidzworld, reptile garden

(credits to singapore zoo site)

afterall i think i still prefers kidsworld

Rehab

2008-12-12T00:57:00.005+08:00

dying heart

2008-11-26T23:41:00.002+08:00

All you do is just making me upset

time & time and time again

dont.apologise.to.me

when you know its gonna be th same thing happening again

wont go home without you

2008-11-25T23:34:00.003+08:00

s'pore flyer.

should had gone in th evening instead

th scene would have been better. haa

it moves really slow that felt like its not moving at all.

i think 30minutes ended quite fast.

so we bought th photo they took for us

Dc presentation done, graded a B-

upcoming presentation still not yet done

what am i to you?

Hopeless.

2008-11-16T23:48:00.005+08:00

Verge of giving up, whats th point anyway? i cant take anymore down, seriously. why are you always like this? in a day, you are just so so busy. going school & doing your project which is like taking your life, i understand. school work what, you have to do it. im not being an un-understanding person. but i dont understand why were you that busy at home too that you cant even replied a message. im sorry but i cant help wondering what you're up to. when you told me, you ' dont like' replying just because you're busy. do you know that your 'dont like' made me felt so pain? not say to even meet up okay. sparing afew minutes of your time to even contact you is as though asking you to die. i had enough ok. yea, at times its my fault too, for being unreasonable or whatsoever. many a times i promised you too, that i wont do it again or what. yet i didnt kept my promise. but look at this, it is you the one who've made me this way. all little things i do, hoping to get just abit of your attention, but you just didnt seemed to cared at all. i dont understand why are you like this. and do you know what this morning right after we hang up th phone i teared immediately? told you im leaving to malaysia this weekend, & you dont have any reaction at all. i wont go if you tell me not to.why are there so many problems? is it your fault or is it just me? i feared history repeating itself again which i dont wish to. i know you treasured your own private time & do your stuffs but why do you just cast me aside? im so upset, i cannot cry. i cant do anything at all to make it better. i took it out physically on myself to decreased th pain, but its of no use in th end. i remembered telling you i really would end everything if th same thing happens again. but look, we still quarrelled, but did i end things up? no, you know i love you alot & i wouldnt bared to. countless times, you had promised wouldnt did th same thing again & apologized. yet again, you did it over & over again. whats th point of a relationship like this? maybe i shouldnt even put in too much. love is love, i'll stop treating you as my everything. because i know th hurt would be greater if we wouldnt together some day. sick & tired of everything. want th happy times we've had before. all this just disappeared.

Tell me what to do.

Aint asking for more.

2008-11-13T00:03:00.000+08:00

just wanted to speak to you

was then i realise,

i couldnt barely even had afew minutes of your time..

Here without you baby

2008-11-09T22:55:00.002+08:00

love the two lovelys beside me

tiring, but fun.
walked quite a distance to find where's the starbucks nurul's manger is at

still found it in th end ahaha

thanks for th treat though.

unhappy stuffs

felt so much like ranting everything out

If only i could

2008-10-15T23:06:00.007+08:00

great news for this term is,

every friday will be an off day =D

whats bad is, school starts at 8am everyday unlike th past where we had in th afternoons

but tomorrow's an exceptional.

anyway caught eagle eye yesterday & its interesting

school today was so lazy.

2hours break & we did nothing for pe

dropped by nurul's place awhile

thanks for th lovely gift babe

love it lots

eastcoast

2008-10-10T00:10:00.001+08:00

cycling was fun .

Note to self :

never get pissed off easily

i have to keep reminding myself if not i'll broke my promise again

anyway, sunday marks th end of 5 weeks holiday

how fast this is i still had not enough

No one

2008-09-29T00:55:00.000+08:00

How great this is. where's that least bit of concern ?

oh well, i get none.

if you really cared.

and every night i missed you

2008-09-28T02:47:00.002+08:00

finally met up with nurul

accompanied till 06:59 then we had long john's.

someone is a shopping queen whenever we were at Imm

hahaha

will be till another few weeks before we could met again

i hurt my back while working days ago

i didnt pulled th friggin heavy shutter up properly ...

it still pains untill now

i just realised i couldnt even laughed.

my sales was pretty good nowdays

didnt hit that amount on a weekday before

theres some magic performance at riverside days back

i heard th magician could vanished th person on stage & appeared on th other side of th river in just seconds

very much wanted to went out & have a look but i cant.

attracted lots of crowds that day

cant wait for monday

its been one whole, long week.

Untitled

2008-09-27T02:11:00.000+08:00

i hated this few days.

Badly missed

tonight i falling

2008-09-22T01:54:00.000+08:00

why must you be like this?

be it my fault, or yours

fine.

i dont get your point, i dont understand whats wrong.

utterly disappointed with you seriously

why couldnt you treat me better?

you'll never changed

NEVER.

tears shed

trust, understanding

2008-09-19T01:16:00.000+08:00

dont played such a joke again

so angry at th moment

not fun & not funny

but anyway,

thks for coming down

although today just suckzz

working pass few day

hard time pulling up th shutter today,

'cos in earlier shift

i wonder how th other girls managed to do so . . -.-

caught the days after my work ends

fights, gang, drugs, brotherhood

its a 90's film in th story

no idea why its rated nc16 also.

bye,

waking up in th morning again tomorrow

bond that ties

2008-09-13T04:11:00.004+08:00

awesome day.

many things may changed for some, glad we still had us.

many pictures

i look horrible so

i wished i had photoshop

th one im using cant do much

took th neoprint today, estee suggested

been like decades since i used th neoprint. ahaha

still can infared to th phone somemore.

went town, & to geylang at night.

was abit crowded. & saw familiar people

nurul only came & joined us when we came back from town

jokes & laughters like how in th past. hahaha

love you people.

lust or love?

2008-09-12T03:11:00.000+08:00

5 weeks holiday

exam was quite difficult that day

all th questions on everyone's com are mixed

work for 5hrs yesterday

saw another new staff,

she came in half an hour earlier

also dont know come so early for what.

a woman came & wanted th ring heels holder

she'll only come back to get it at night

my commission goes to th new staff for nothing

-.- frustrating.

was at town in th afternoon

he looks kind of bored today

parents went back msia again

cousin called & said aunt couldnt make it already

sigh

meeting siti & all tomorrow

miss nurul so much. one month plus already

if only your attitude were better

long walks at night with you

2008-09-08T03:05:00.001+08:00

i could stay lost in this moment forever

every moment spend with you

is th moment i treasure

work pm shift today

saw th new staff

never even stock-taking, & cleaned th floors

when she's on th earlier shift

scheduled changed again

caught money not enough II , th day before

quite touching,

central's so happening today

huge crowd some performance outside at night.

i brought th test papers & studied while working

when i've finish doing everything. hahha

tuesday, exam

lastly,

happy birthday estee!!

no worries i'll still remember

if i were you.

told you so

2008-09-04T00:22:00.002+08:00

4 tests yesterday

continued th rest on tomorrow's lesson

6 papers was enough

exam coming soon, followed by holidays

isabelle changed th scheduled this month

'cos of some new girls

like what-th hell.

half of my pay's reduced

sent my sony phone for repaired just now

spoilt so long already

thks estee for lending me hers. (:

rained & rained

walking on th drizzling rain.

if only you were like this everyday

love