Baby's flying to thailand on thursday & we're meeting almost everyday since his attachment ends.
Felt like he's going off tomorrow cos he'll be staying at his friend's place, & i've got chalet tomorrow.
Been arguing with him past few days because of stupid stuffs also, help him print things also scold me. This morning he was the one who's late yet i was the one who kena scolded for nothing. =.=
Drama again, plus a whole lot of tears, then talk things out as usual.
Always the same thing happening whenever we quarreled.
I should feel happy for him since he finish his attachment & going thailand to enjoy with his friends,
yut i dont even felt happy at all..
Truth is i wont know what he'll be doing over there.
I trusted him but the feeling of worriedness is still there. Plus right now god knows if thailand is safe, if you people read the news.
I wanted him to be happy & do the things he wanted, yet i felt like im a bad girlfriend for not allowing him to go in the first place. =(
Why do i keep thinking that he's leaving tomorrow? =.=
I really hope days would pass fast cos i really felt empty without him around.
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